What I think about…
“I don’t understand” I think that was it. Many times I live in a normal day but I thought too much. I did myself like the Questioner and thought about man y things in my mind. The stranger ideas are why I don’t understand do many things and why I don’t just leave it, live in the same normal day.
I don’t understand that just it was a story about the people in the past. The Mongolian went everywhere and killed many people as they like. They did like every life didn’t have worth. Not just that in the history I heard more about solders in Japan, China, German, America, Russia (Soviet) went and destroy any country they like. “Why they didn’t live with peaceful?”Every country live in their own way don’t kill, don’t fight. This thought made me think about “How about my country now?” Is it good enough? Are the people in the society making good things for other? I saw many Thai people did the bad thing. I wanted to know why they didn’t care “we’re the big family called country?” People that buy/sell things didn’t care who will buy or who will get the bad thing for.
Sometime although I don’t understand and made question in many thing I also thought about which one I will choose friends of education. It was hard for me to choose so I chose two things. I wanted my grade to up and up and I wanted my friend to stand by me. I really feel bad when my friend did the work and it didn’t run on my plan. I don’t understand that if it too hard for them. Why can’t they change? Or Did they didn’t look at me I did this alone again.
I don’t really know that the worries are good thing or bad. Sometimes I live with it normally; it can make me do the work quite good. Not just that it make me carefully at the things that I do like when I arrive home my mind think that “Have I bring the homework back? Or how can I help my mother to do the housework?” But when I was in the situation of not thing in the head. When I did the project it was really terrible how I can collect the problem so I was more serious and serious. The terrible thing is I had no ideas what should I do. I felt relieve it not like feel good when It had no more work but it like when we not have the exit way of the problems. I always don’t like and don’t want it but I couldn’t throw it away.
I just didn’t know how can I live with the Question all day I thought I should do the work until died and the last thing was I couldn’t change the thing that happen but I could change how I think the thing was.
